for those of you who can't tell time, let me tell you that right now it's 7am. and I'm awake!
why on god's green earth are you up so early Pants? welllllll because my sleeping patterns have changed dramatically. and this is when I start my day now
errr. somewhere between here and 830am. it depends. sometimes I'm like..listen here crazy jedi body stuffs..I'm staying in this bed until 830 whether you like it or not. just to prove a GD point! but usually I have to pee. and the Jedi's win.
truth be told I have never in my life, that I can recall anyways, slept so consistently and better than I have in the last two weeks.
I haven't even resorted to medical backup. it's been 10 days since the last time I took a sleeping pill, and I feel fucking outstanding.
I wake up with a ton of energy. I wake up with a ton of things to accomplish. but the best part of everything is that I wake up happy and ready to take on any new challenges. I feel prepared and grounded and more stable than I ever have. forward momentum don'tcha know!
I'm feeling very grateful and thankful for everything lately. thankful for the clarity I have now and thankful that things have happened how they have they've happened, otherwise I may never have able to make these steps in the right direction.
Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. - Melody Beattie

in other news, yesterday I learned what happens when you put jet fuel into a regular truck engine. sound effects are amusing.
I also learned that when roll up the rim says 1-6, they really mean 1-358375893653.4
I just want some friggen free camping gear. GOD.
I'm trying my hand at making guacamole tonight. I anticipate extreme awesomeness. (or extreme disaster.)
I'll keep you posted.