for the record...my blog apparently comes up when people google "sleeping pills fisting anal"

those are definitely the things I'd like to be remembered by. right? riiiiight.


so.
hoooww you been? good good. me? oh me..I've been great.
I'm 30 now you know.
and you know what, I don't even think about it in terms of bad. so far, these last 6 months have put my entire 20's to shame. nothing compares to this year. nothing even comes close.
there's so much new and exciting. love and work and play and happiness. nothing describes it better than my off kilter random poetry or something like that. right? right.

I suppose we could go back and forth, throwing random caution to the wind and just casually lay it all out. but what would be the point. we're just going to pretend we don't care either way, or do care but won't show it. right? right.

I don't have much to write in way of formal update. the sky just turned black and is about to open up it's watery hell upon the city streets. maybe we'll go splash in puddles. maybe we'll just crawl helplessly back into bed and watch the new pretty little liars and squeal. who knows. I imagine both.

find happiness little ones. find it etched out on the back of sneakers too drenched in puddle-fun and seamless nights that fade into days.

it's everything they said it would be, and more.


-Pants